Okay, maybe the April Fool’s bit was cruel, but I just could NOT resist. :)
Sometimes, I do feel that way. That I’m really not that hot and things would be a hell of a lot easier if I stopped struggling to get this stuff done. I’m never wholly happy with the end results and they’re a pain in the ass to make.
And yet, I keep doing it, and something about it does satisfy and makes me feel like I’m kicking some righteous ass in the process. Maybe I’ll post later if I can figure out precisely why. But I know one thing, I hate backing down from a fight. It killed me to put Slayers Starboard on indefinite hold, and I like to finish what I start. I guess that stubbornness helps me get the end product out the door and to your hands. It’s like a great song, or like that freakin’ AWESOME Wrestlemania this night… you get that feeling. An experience.
Ah, fork it, now I’m getting all rambly like SN5/Aki. Which I just posted. ^_^ Share and enjoy.
(Oh, I’m not actually drunk — I can’t handle even SMELLING alcohol. But I feel weird, so I picked that for the emoticon.)