Well, what HAS gone right lately? Not much.
Ultra was skipped for unsettling reasons I will not go into. I have to write a quickie part to set up the PPV, then write the PPV. Thankfully some authors have stepped up to provide most of the content, but I still have the hardest part… setting up the final story arc. Because it has to end this season, because I didn’t get enough apps to support two full seasons. This sucks, Beavis. Sucks majorly. I really, really do not want to get to work on this; the PPV plan I have set up is a little weak, and I still can’t work through exactly how the final arc will go. The longer it takes for me to fit the pieces together the longer it’ll take to get the 1.5 episodes done, the longer it takes for them to get posted and delays are BAD for impro.
Out of my 4 day weekend, two days were of insufficent sumo and generally were wastes of my precious free time. I took eight hours of annual leave to basically sit on my ass all day from lack of creativity or desire to do anything. Jen’s suggesting I have a serious problem trying to relax, and I agree. Don’t know what to do about it, though.
My music is very frustrating; I want to do something lively and something fast, or at least something that rocks like Korn-style metal. None of the loops I have are giving me that sound. I was making zippier stuff on MTVMG2, for crying out loud. What am I not doing right here? This is, of course, assuming I find time to work on music with the Ultra stuff and assuming I’m not just sitting around instead of working on it.
I got some work done on a project from my legit day job — I’d been putting it off and putting it off, and I did a chunk of it tonight out of sheer frustration of things not going well. But I don’t feel satisfied that it’s done, because it’s not fully done, just ‘caught up’ to where it should have been if I hadn’t slacked like a luser.
I really want to get Ultra out of the way, get a song that satisfies me done, and RELAX some. And then I can worry about UE.