I don’t know why that line from F&L in LV resonates with me. Maybe it’s because of the way Benicio Del Toro spoke it.
On the positive… tonight my friends gather to watch the DDR 3rd Nonstop Anime Megamix Music Video, and WWF Raw. WWF is getting very interesting lately. I’m looking forward to tonight and this weekend’s PPV tremendously.
Also, I’m finding some really great RP on PPX, my new MUCK project. It’s a libertarian rules, japanese console RPG setting, original characters only, adults only MUCK with some truly excellent RP potential. Small player base, though. We’re keeping it low key, so if you’d like access to check it out as a guest, e-mail me.
On the negative, Dad’s going in for his procedure tomorrow and there’s still a lot of unknown factors. I am refusing to worry and am simply enjoying the positives listed above. This may change tomorrow. I don’t know. We’ll see.
Also on the negative, I got some C&C for UE02. What? I said I got some C&C for UE02. Which made me realize just how long it’s been since I POSTED UE02. I need to get the final draft up, I need to start UE03. If I’m serious about having as many chapters as I’ve listed on the homepage I have to write more.
It’s so hard to jam TV, social calls, RPing, and writing into my 9-5 workaday lifestyle… the last few weeks have been a bizarre mishmash of the extremes of fun and joy and extremes of frustration and despairing. I remember a time back in the old house when I was just going through this vicious depression because my life was crunched up and not working to my satisfaction, and I think I may be on the cusp of another bit like that after two months of near total joy at my new apartment and all the fun I’ve been having… I hope I’m wrong and I’m just being paranoid.
Well, now I’m babbling. End of line.