Cold. Too cold. Ice everywhere. Stupidly got a ride into work because I felt guilty about being a slacker and telecommuting two days in a row — the trip down to the office was a trip, to be sure. Chunky, nasty patches of snow and a parking lot which was like a skating rink. My boss (who is apparently not my boss anymore and hasn’t been since the 16th — gotta love reorganizations!) was shocked to see I came in. I hope they appreciate the sacrifice, ’cause that’s partly why I did it, so I could counterbalance any recent laziness on my part.
For those who liked the chibis I posted yesterday, here’s more. Jen does lots of great artwork, both sculpture and digital and more. She updates her journal now and then with latest projects. Good stuff.
And now for the whining.
All this week I’ve been doing nothing of any importance whatsoever. Gaming, reading web pages, feeling bored. I just can’t work myself into the mentality I need to CREATE — I keep saying “Well, maybe I’ll do UE tonight” but then I don’t. I can’t even work on Penultima. As much as I want to finish these things and as bored as I get the mood just isn’t hitting me. It’s frustrating to the nines. UE is particularly frustrating since I haven’t touched it since september.
I know I shouldn’t feel guilty for not providing The Fans with what they want, but I can’t help but feel I’m letting them down — both UE fans and Penultima fans since it’s been so long. I know I’ve done this rant many times before in various forms and made a few weak resolutions to either ignore the problem or attack it, but… you’ve got me. Nothing works.
Therefore I’ll declare in advance that tonight I expect to get nothing done, rather than the last two times when I declared I’d get some work done. At least it’s honest.